Hmm..

I'm wondering whether or not I should continue gaining.. or wait until university. I mean.. I don't know, I've just been hesitant because I want to gain with someone.. and I'm worried that if I get fat, I won't be able to get a boyfriend. *sigh*

My mind is confused.

Help, pl0x?

A Week Home Alone

So.. my family went on vacation and I opted to stay home.. and my father gave me $300 basically for whatever I wanted or needed.. sooooo..

I'm going to see how much I can gain by eating the stuff I want.. not the stuff that my parents want.. haha.. my scale says I'm about 158 lbs now.. so let's see where I can get by the end of this week. :D

I've bought a wifebeater.. actually a pack of three.. all mediums. (LINKEH! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JqP7mnWhTFk )

And I got 10 lbs of weight gain powder.. well.. two five pounders.. reason being is that they were on sale.. haha.. but it's 820 calories a serving so imma take that every night before I go to bed. I went grocery shopping and bought pizzas, ice cream, chips and dip.. yeah..

It's going to be intense. And I'll make a comparison video this Saturday. ^^ I already feel bigger though.. haha.. my gut's starting to sit in my lap now..

Wifebeaters...

Yeah.. I want one.. really bad.. but sadly, I don't have the money.. so imma cut a deal with those who decide to read my blog and check my videos:

If you help me get a wifebeater.. I'll make videos with it on and growing out of it.. seems fair, eh? I mean, if you think I look good, why not have some clothes to grow out of as well to go with it? I've yet to think of a suitable bargain, but let's just say.. anyone who helps out gets to see special videos, maybe with me talking.. maybe with my face.. not sure yet what I'm going to do BUT I'LL DO IT.. and of course, they'll be private, so uniquely those guys that will help get to see.. of course unless someone hacks their account.. haha.. but that's unlikely.

I'm just wondering if someone would like to help encourage my way out of a wifebeater as well.. haha.. then I'd have to start buying larges instead of mediums..

What say you? :O

I'm Back!

So.. with some soul searching.. and regaining of what little self-esteem I have had.. I'm back under the alias of "chubbyboy7teen" on YouTube. To make it up to those who have followed my blog, I shall include some pictures for you all! =D

As one might conclude, I have been gaining.. but I'm still trying as hard as I can to gain with what little money I have. Regardless..

Because I need to wake up early tomorrow, however.. I must go to bed BUT feel free to leave me a few comments.. I'll update everyone when I'm not half asleep..

Until then! :D

Vanishing

*sigh*

I don't feel good about my body anymore.. not like I ever have. But. I don't feel it's good enough to go showing around the world. Heh..I don't even good even showing it around my house..

*sigh* No one wants to see a seventeen year old who looks like he's 40.

So here's good bye.

Damn This Economy

So.. as some may know.. I used to work for a candy store.. before the economy took a royal shit. Afterwards, the candy store's sales plummeted (because the dip-wads didn't realise that no one's gonna by $25/lb chocolate in a recession) and I was laid off.

And now I has no money. No money. No food. "BUT WAIT! AREN'T YOU SEVENTEEN!? WHY AREN'T YOUR PARENTS BUYING FOOD?!"

They do.. just insanely gross health food that's not real food but food-substitute. Gah. So I worry I won't be gaining as fast as I'd like for a while.. unless I mystically find money.

Despite this lack of funds, however.. I'm a lot happier overall with my life. I used to suffer from depression when I lived with my mother.. but after I came out.. and after I moved out of her house and realised a lot about myself.. I'm very content.. I've found a good bunch of people.. some of which are gainers.. I realised who my friends truly are.. and how to stand up for myself.. I don't take things so seriously nor do I take things to heart all the time..

*sigh* But if only I could defeat this relentless metabolism. Now *that* would be awesome.

So.. WTF..

So like I was talking about in an earlier post, I hate it when gainers just blatantly ignore you when you try to talk to them. As pathetic as it is, I lost sleep to it last night.. I went to bed at 1:30 or so and now I just gave up, five and a half hours later.

It wouldn't matter to me so much if he and I didn't have the same build and were virtually the same age (he's been saying he's fifteen since I was fifteen).. and even though he ignores me, I take it more personally than if it were anyone else because of those things in common and I try to see the good in people. The people I've talked to though who I asked about the situation just said to forget him cuz he's an ass if he doesn't want to talk to me.. or that he's missing out.. but.. I guess the point of this blog isn't mainly about gainers or anything, but.. is our world that isolated and pathetic that people are gonna be asses to you because they weigh more than you?

Has our species become *that* pathetic? Almost all of the gainers I've met are pretty decent people and some of them are some of my best friends.. but seriously.. life's too short for this bullshit.

And I'm sorry.. I just needed to vent. If you'd like, tell me how you'd deal with this situation if you were in my position.

So close to 170..

So.. I've gained a little weight (the last picture is me sucking in, btw).. what do you think? Bigger? :O

Freaky..

Someone else from my hometown came across the page (I figured it out view the Feedjit thing).. and I'm kinda scared.. O_o..

How do I know it's not me? I don't run Vista.

O_o.. if I randomly pull everything down.. it's only me being paranoid.. unless the other person from my town of Grafton.. wants to say who it is. =]

Flabby...

I wish I wasn't so muscular..

Because I wish I could have a soft, flabby belly.. not the stomach I do have.. which I think is gross. So.. how can I get that jiggliness? :O Or does it just come with time?

I don't want a hard belly; that isn't fun at all.

A Needed Introduction..

So.. along with the new pictures of me at 167.. I might as well introduce myself; something I have neglected to do a while ago.

So first the basics. My name is Tony. I'm 17 years old and I started gaining first when I was 15.. and then later I finally started truly gaining just last August. When I started, I was roughly 149. Now, as the above paragraph says.. I'm around 167 pounds. I'm 6' 0", if that helps put things into perspective.

I first started noticing that I liked gaining and what not when I was twelve when I saw an episode of Ed, Edd, and Eddy.. when Ed sleep-eats and continues to get fatter and fatter as he goes through his neighbours' kitchens and ate everything. Then when I was around 14, I stumbled upon a video on youtube; I was bored and typed in "fat bellies" and searched it.. and thus, I was baptised into the world of gaining. Never did I think that people would purposely gain weight.. I mean, getting fat is an accident, right?

...nope. =] And now, three years later, I'm here. Still battling my damnable metabolism.

I do have other interests though than just eating.. I love video games, and I love all kinds o' music.. save for rap and country.. sorry, but I just cannot stand that C. RAP. I'm a junior in high school, but I graudate next year in January.. I don't watch TV much; I'm usually playing XBOX 360 or even reading. I used to run track as a sprinter (one of the fastest too.. varsity as a freshman) and I'm a black belt in Tae Kwon-Do.

I don't mind meeting new people so if you wanna talk, by all means introduce yourself. =] My AIM = TheBoyFromUlao.. just say how we know lest I be confused. I do have YIM (wigainerboy92) but I'm rarely on that. :\ YIM and I don't play nicely.

ANYWHO! To sum up--and realising this isn't a term paper--my goal is to be around 185 by June. Wanna help?

Gaining Angers Me

Why? A few reasons. Let me explain:

1. I can't gain fast enough. Damn it, I wish I was fatter. I've been eating non-stop last month and I only gained three pounds. And it's not healthy food either.. and I've been skipping breakfast, sleeping on a full stomach.. the works.. blah.
2. Gainers who do not talk to me. It kinda annoys me and makes me sad when I try to talk to other gainers, but they just ignore me. Granted, I can understand for safety issues, but I'm not a creep. I promise. But at least tell me why rather than just ignore me, I guess.
3. Outgrowing my favourite clothing. My favourite pair of black pants don't fit anymore. The more annoying part is that I'm too fat for them.. but I'm too skinny to snap the button off.

But other than those points, I guess I'm doing fine. I just need to be patient, I suppose. But what do you all think? :O Can you relate to my ranting? =X

I Hate Being Hairy..

Yes.. hairy.. as in I have to shave my stomach and chest every other day because.. well.. it's just a huge insecurity to be hairier than your 44 year old father and you're only 16.. >_<>_< it's only my stomach and chest that bother me.

But..

On a more positive note.. I've grown? :O
Granted, the scale still says 164, but I cannot fit into the black pants I was wearing for my pictures in the last post. I guess the muscle's swapping for fat.. but.. wow.. I can't believe how muscular I was if that's the case haha..

>_< Help?