*sigh*
I don't feel good about my body anymore.. not like I ever have. But. I don't feel it's good enough to go showing around the world. Heh..I don't even good even showing it around my house..
*sigh* No one wants to see a seventeen year old who looks like he's 40.
So here's good bye.
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C'mon Tony you really need to stop thinking like that. Don't listen to the assholes that say you look older than you really are. :(
ReplyDeleteHey now! You shouldn't let negative comments get to you, even from yourself! I mean, you're the one that wants the size, you shouldn't let the reflection in the mirror stop you from making it even greater! I mean, what's really your own problem with yourself? What don't you like?
ReplyDelete@ Justin: I know.. I'm trying..
ReplyDelete@ Brandon: I don't like how I look so old compared to what I am. I don't like how my stomach is, no matter what size; it just looks gross. It stems from a lot of talk my parents and peers told me when I was younger.. I used to be held down on my bed and my parents would prick my face because of my acne.. with needles.. and they always told me how my sister was beautiful and I was so ugly.
And if I'm so insecure, it doesn't make sense to show pictures of my body.. so I decided not to..
Tony, you're a tennager. You look like a teenager. Your body has the lean smooth look of youth (yes, I know you're hairy and shave it, but I'd bet you're no more hairy than many other 17yo guys - you're a young adult after all, not a kid...)
ReplyDeleteFind a pic of a 40yo or even 30yo guy with his shirt off. You really think your body looks like that?
And...metabolism? The very thing you've been fighting while trying to gain is what gives you the teenage look - and what therefore shows that you still have the teenage look, no?
I've seen pics with your face in too, and you gotta realise, your a long way from ugly fella, a *very* long way... :)
And if you're insecure, is showing people who will be supportive of what they see, pics of your body not a way to maybe start to chip away at the insecurities?
Thanks for sharing your progress with us, and I hope you may decide later to start to share again. Your body at the moment can go either way - bigger with work or back to 'sportsman' probably just by letting the metabolism get its way.
Either way, you'll have a great body, and I hope you can begin to see that.
But more than anything, I hope you're happy.
Take care
I really hope you start feeling better, because I remember being in a complete slump over my appearance once and it's no fun. I felt completely alone. But I overcame it and I'm a much bigger person now.
ReplyDeleteI've always seen you as a teen. I believe you can pull off any look. If you want to keep getting bigger that's great and you'll have lots of support from me and everyone else here in the community. If you don't I'm sure you'll be missed, but the decision is completely up to you.
I also just wanted to say thanx for opening up a teen gainer site and accepting me as a friend. :-D
P.S. I'll have to message you sometime and maybe we could chat if you're ever available.
Hey! We support you with whatever decision you make! Hope you still keep in touch!
ReplyDelete-John
Hi:
ReplyDeleteThere is one thing that can be guaranteed to every human being: The current situation will not stay the same. Things in life change.
Just think of that: It will not stay the same. Guaranteed.
From far away with love, Norbert.
good post simon, i agree completely.
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