Hands-On Gaining

Although most of you were probably thinking "Hmm.. I'd like to put my hands on a few gainers.." I don't mean like that. I'm talking about the interaction between gainers and their encouragers and admirers.

With my latest videos, I've tried to make an effort of replying to every single comment I get, no matter how short; even "Cool" gets a reply. The reason why I do this is because I figure if people take the time to jack off to comment and subscribe to my videos, I should take time to respond and thank them for that. Often I try to talk to other gainers but there's never any response, or at least one with any amount of substance to it.. such as how you try to talk to someone about something other than gaining, but they show know interest. You know what I'm talking about. I mean, sure, there might be a few people that you might want to just stay away from, but the attitude of even "You're not a gainer and if you are, you're not bigger than me so you're not worth the time" some have is just.. stupid, for lack of better terms.

I don't know why I'm ranting but I just feel as if there's enough assholes in the world so why is it that the majority of those I try to talk to within this community like that as well (not so much for not responding, mind you.. just when they respond and expect worship). I guess what I'm trying to get at is to challenge other gainers who take the time to read my ramblings to respond and appreciate their viewers more. Sure, the relationship between the video creator and the video viewer is sexual at its most basic level, but who knows? Maybe you might find someone who has a lot of common interests asides from bellies. I've met quite a few good friends over the years like Elfstone0818, thornman1990, charlodu15, sumprsn, BiggerIshBetter and Ozzyanddrixfan and more recently 7teen160, FattyGamerGainer and others who don't have videos to name a few. And if I've bored you all or if you're thinking "Well this is idealistic at best; there's always going to be assholes", I'm sorry for boring you AND I'm aware I'm being idealistic.. I was just conveying my thoughts and borderline frustration with how fake people are.. and not just within the gainer world but the entirety of humankind as well.

In other news, I might be going to visit a fellow gainer who is relatively nearby this spring break. And yes, perhaps I can coerce him to make a video with me or two.. or five. But it's all still being planned. So, fingers crossed. You can find his blog here

Also: I woke up and stepped on the scale this morning and it read 171 pounds. I suppose since I've been continuously eating and drinking protein shakes non-stop, that might have something to do with it. Strange though.. whenever I jack off do dirty things by myself, I used to always feel guilty about wanting to get fatter. Now, I have this.. primal urge to find the most fattening things in the house and stuff myself. Well.. I suppose I can thank my encouragers for that. =]